Time to cleanout my Lootcrate backlog! All of these are unused items in their original packaging, but all of them have been unwrapped. Taking offers (over $5 please) for one or multiple items, first come first served, will ship anywhere but buyer plays shipping.
2010-2011 was a pretty rough time for me, mentally speaking. I spent a lot of it as an anxious wreck, and even though I was medicated, it was only working so well. For a while, it felt like literally anything could trigger a panic attack for me, but nothing was as sure-fire as depictions of violence. Didn't matter if they were fictional or real; if it involved people being hurt, I couldn't deal with it.
In early 2011, Mockingjay had been out for a couple months, and things were revving up for the first movie. Friends were recommending it to me, but the idea of a book/movie about a bunch of kids trying to kill each other turned my stomach.
Then I thought to myself, "I could just not."
It's a thought that probably shouldn't have felt like a revelation, but it did. I could just sit it out, let things pass me by, trade missing out on things I might enjoy for not having panic attacks.
Eventually, things changed in my life, and the panic attacks tapered off. I never went back to violence, though; my life was better without it, so I just decided to keep going. ( Collapse )
Popping by to drop off a link: I wrote a new SGA story! Well, it's kind of new, but the point is that it's never been posted. It's also gen and G rated, which is not usually my style, but here we are. I reproduce what I said about it on tumblr under the cut: ( Collapse )
Okay, so somebody brought this up, and so now I'm posting it.
This is- bear with me- a Firefly/Cowboy Bebop crossover that I wrote in 2006. I thought that I had only written one scene of it, but turns out I wrote chunks of several, to the tune of 1500 words. Pretty much all the story is here, so please enjoy. I'm pretty sure I ripped off part of it from the Cowboy Bebop manga (Ed becoming a computer program), but I still think it's a cool idea.
Sorry I haven't been around, guys; I've been hanging out almost exclusively at twitter, with some tumblr thrown in.
I stop by now to pose a question: I'm writing a BDSM for fic primer. Any questions/issues anybody would like to see addressed? You won't be named in the post.
Time to sell off BPAL! You should buy some. It's for a great cause. Granted, that cause is helping me add to one of my tattoos, but it's a great tattoo.
For your conveniences and archival purposes, I have compiled a zip file with the entirety of my stories on the AO3 to this point (from 2003 up to March 14, 2014). For reasons, the files are PDFs (though please remember, as always, you can download them in several formats from the AO3), sorted by fandom and series.
The file is available right over here, and feel free to distribute it near and far.
Title: Banging Them Together Fandom: Monty Python and the Holy Grail Summary: You've got two empty halves of coconuts and a thirst for glory. Song: The Beatles - Drive My Car Length: 2:41 Download:here (zipped avi, 31mb) Contents: Ensemble, silliness, but really could there be anything but silliness? Notes: My first Festivid! Many thanks to thingswithwings and sonatine for betaing, as well as everyone else I tortured with this. <3